You will show me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy;
At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore. Ps 16:11 NKJV
The “life is a road” metaphor is an ancient one, but it still works. We are “here” and we are trying get “there.” Each day is a step; sometimes a step forward, sometimes back and sometimes we simply mark time. If we are following Jesus, the road we are travelling can be called “the Path of Life.” In my case, this is the road to worship renewal. This is my passion, my cause, my mission. I have been walking this path all my life, really. I grew up with the constant awareness of a spiritual heritage—my grandfather was in the first generation of leaders in my denomination. I was told the mantle of leadership would someday fall on my generation. How would we respond? Where would we take the church? What road would we choose?
After nearly a decade of teaching music in public schools and in the church, I became a worship leader in 1980, at the ripe old age of 30. The early 1980’s were the initial years of what historians call the “Praise and Worship Movement” which grew out of the Jesus Movement of the 1960’s and 1970’s. The Path of Life for me was the perfect storm of opportunity—a major renewal movement when I was in my 30’s—a crucial time in anyone’s life. I felt the mantle of leadership fall heavily on my shoulders. I was hungry for true worship and I felt the immense responsibility of the worship pastorate. To be an effective worship leader is to be a student of worship. I turned for guidance to the Bible. I knew there had to be more to leading worship than just finding good songs. I asked the Lord to open the Scriptures to me and to open my heart to Him.
Fast forward to the 2000’s. Now in my 50’s, I began the doctor of worship studies program with Bob Webber at the Institute for Worship Studies. The program led me to another season of eye-opening study and heart-stirring relationships. The path of life for me grew wider and richer and I joined many fellow travelers already on the way from “here to there.” My vision for worship leadership grew beyond the boundaries of my background and my heart was enriched by the centuries of prayer and worship tradition to which each of us is a rightful heir.
One of the smartest things I ever did was take a typing course my senior year in high school. I knew I wanted to write and one of my favorite writers, William Saroyan, used a typewriter, so I learned to use one, too. A portable typewriter served me well into the 1980’s when I bought a Brother portable that let me see 11 characters before they were printed on the page—a computerized miracle. In the late 1980’s computers replaced IBM electric typewriters at the office. I arose at 4:30 every morning to go to the church and use my secretary’s pre-windows “DOS” computer to write a book on worship. In the early 1990’s I bought my first real computer, a lightning fast 286, with a 13 inch monitor, 40 megabytes of ram, an 80 megabyte hard drive and a dot matrix printer. My passion for writing was finding a new place to walk on this pathway. I wanted to be a voice for worship renewal. By the time of laptops and computers in every room of the house, I had collected lots of research on the subject.
When I learned the classic Judeo-Christian spirituality of using the scriptures as the basis and content of daily prayer, a major worship renewal began for me as a private worshiper. One of the Three Songs of Isaiah found in The Book of Common Prayer has this phrase: “Your gates will always be open; by day or night they will never be shut.” Each time I prayed this verse, I was stirred deeply by the possibility of collecting all I had written making it available to all who wanted to access it. A college president suggested to me one day that I should start my own ministry of worship renewal. I began to organize the accumulated work I had done over the years and found that everything fit into at least one of three subject areas:
- Theology—what the Bible says about how we should think about worship
- Doxology—how we should actually lead worship and how believers should worship
- Spirituality—how we should live our lives as praise and worship
I had enough content to be considered an expert on worship renewal. The leader of a missions organization asked me to write a column on worship theology. I called it
Fire and Form—Spirit-led Worship. Now there were four streams for what I called
The Worship Renewal Center. Enter
Creator. We are working together to make this information and inspiration available to the church at large at
www.TheWorshipRenewalCenter.com in a helpful format. What will you find there? Using the
Wesleyan Quadrilateral as a model, we use four filters to select the information found on the website:
- What does the Bible say?
- What do Christian history and tradition tell us?
- What is the experience of our peers?
- What would reason, led by Spirit of God, dictate for us to do?
At
The Worship Renewal Center you can explore the manifold dimensions of worship renewal with me “day or night.” There will be a new column on the
Fire and Form of worship renewal each week. Soon, almost 100 other articles will be there on the Theology of worship, the Doxology of leading worship and the Spirituality of the worship lifestyle.
Last year, during a time of testing, I composed an opening page for the website. It was an attempt to crystallize my passion, my mission, my cause. Now it serves as personal manifesto. It sprang from a promise from Psalm 37. In a dark time, feeling there was no longer a place for me in the work of the Kingdom, this promise was a constant beacon:
Commit everything you do to the LORD. Trust him, and he will help you. He will make your innocence as clear as the dawn, and the justice of your cause will shine like the noonday sun. I have committed everything to the Lord and he is helping me. Through the cross and by His Spirit He has given me an innocent heart and a just cause. Soon the glory of the Lord will rise over His church as we set our hearts to seek His face.
I hope you are interested in walking this worship renewal “path of life” together. Along the way, we will be renewed by His presence and at the end of the road we will find joy forevermore at His right hand. I am confident we can get from “here to there.”